Happy Teachers Day !

today is a teacher day celebration but i was not in school today .
why ?
is not bcause is ace day or what .
i just dun want come school .
since is only 4 hrs of school .
y dun i spend my time sleeping at home .
well . i got a present fo ms koh .
i think i just have to give it to her on thurs then .
other than a present .
i wrote a letter to ms koh also .
to thank her fo everything she had done fo me and the class .
especially yesterday .
although what she did was just a small stuff ..
but im those type of girl who easily touched and overcome by emotion .
so when i was writing a letter to her yesterday .
i was crying idk for what reason also .
nowdays im more emotionally unstable .
i would also cry when im just alone by myself .
i usually cried when im alone or at night when i cant get to sleep .
fml seriously .
last night i was sooooooooo angry wit myself
that i did something i regret .
i will not mention what i did ..
omg ..
i was so stupid ysterday .
i knw that crying was not a solution to the prob
and it will only worsen it .
now i think everyone thinks that im a crybaby .
and those asshole will only make use of my weakness to attack me .
nowdays im soooo vunerable .
i make many of my friands worry yesterday cause i was not in indoor sports
and harnru, minyi, shunwen and the others are looking fo me desperately
by calling me and texting me where am i .
well, was at the counselling room.
that is the only place i want to go when i broke down
i didnt want to go recess assembly cause i didnt want ppl see my puffy eyes .
then i just w8 till ppl come up to class .
then i go bck class .
the moment i step inside class .
xin ann asked y am i crying?
omg ..
i hate this qn ..
this will only trigger more tears ..
argh .....
then i emo myself at one corner of the classroom .
cause chinese cher not around and there is relief cher .
and then ce lesson , i went to ask ms koh if i could sit wit sha cause im really dun want sit wit that asshole .
and then she said yes and said that i could sit there permanantly ...
(Y)
this totally brighten me up to the max !!!
heheheh ..
then we had sexual edu .
had a really fun activity .
and shaowei accused me for passing him HIV -.-
lame hahaha ...
then went fo assembly .
borin to the max .
and then i went to mac wit harnru and benjamin .
i only had burger yet im soooo fuck full
and mind you i didnt had breakfast ..
then went to shop fo michelle belated bday present .
and cher day present .
i got it fo ms koh and my pri sch cher .
after that im broke ...
hehehe ..
expected .
well .. shall end my post now .
byeeeeeee